Well i started going to the pool with the girlie's, it's good fun. When i don't go to the pool i go to the gym. I'm finding it hard to stay motivated and my food intake is just a mess. I'm currently 93.9kg so I've lost 5.4kg in 5 months. It's progress non the less, but i don't want it to take another 5 months to get to my 10% goal (89kg). So I'm proposing a challenge, lose double in the next 5 months.
Challenge.
1. First 5 months lost - 5.4kg
ACHIEVED
2. Second 5 months (4/4/09) - 10.8kg.

Enough about that.....
I've made some old new friends! You know they're the friends you use to spend all your time with and then just drifted apart. Been doing loads of stuff, swimming, BBQs, went to the movies, i even had everyone over to my place for a "dinner party" and i use the word dinner party loosely. It was a shambles but no one cared. I enjoyed myself. I've met some new people, there's been loads of drama and you know what i haven't had this much fun in years. My ex-beau doesn't much like my new old friends, he never really did to begin with. We had a real chat for the first time just the other day. this was sometime after he emails me and tells me he thinks he wants to get back with me. It spun me out hardcore, cause i thought i was moving on, i was happier than I'd been in years and was just doing my own thing. But as soon as he told me, it all just came flooding back and i was back to where i started from. AHHHHHHHHH. But then i asked him if he was still with blow rag and he said yep. what a tosser, you definitely break up with said rag and then tell me how your feeling. But once i found out he had no real intention of being with me, he just couldn't handle that i was getting on with my life and that i wasn't toatlly lost without him i totally let the emotions go. I do miss him, but there's more to life than just him. So I'm still chugging along. But what was weird was that he was all like your life has changed so much, you've changed so much. I don't know if there's any place for me anymore. When he was the one who didn't want to be in it. Anyways ova talking about it.